TheGirlDreameR

I have Napoleon's plans, haha ))) After long and greatful summer vacation I want to study, study and study again)) web-design courses, photography courses, preparation for TOEFL, dancing... I need 30 hours instead 24 hours ))

the fuck??.. You like to disappear from my life?.. I feel that there are feelings in my heart, but I do not feel the same in the answer... I dont see it, dont feel it..Maybe it just doesnt exist?..Game in one collar. If something is wrong, if u dont like me, just tell me about it!.. I cant live all time in misunderstanding, doubts and uncertainty...

Well.. Spring has begun everywhere except my heart.. damn flu had laid me in bed for 4 days, and a boy.. oh, on Monday I was not only sick, I was upset too..so upset.. He gave me a hope and then took it back without any question..and what I have now?.. nothing. Nothing but beautiful memories which don't release me even when I sleep.. memories about his big brown eyes, about our conversations, about our kisses... and he left me alone.. So.. the one thing that give me pleasure now is photos.. I can watch it for hours.. and listen to beautiful music.. Now I have strength to photograph again. To draw and paint... And I hope nobody will read